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ALL I WANTED WAS FOR YOU TO CARE

BUT YOU DONT SEEM TO BE BOTHERED

THE BITCH

| Jessica |
| 010990 |
| virgorian |
| tpbusinessschool|
| communicationsandmediamanagement |
| exkatongconventgirl|
| cmmcouncil |
| tptennis |
| shopaholic |
| loudhailer |
| narcissist |
| camerahogger |
| denimwhore |
| partyanimal |
| procrastinator |

WISHFULTHINKING

| shower me with coach hunny and serenade a love song to me|

EXITS

|kimmie|
|gill|
|paan|
|amalina|
|vann|
|aretha|
|evande|
|fee|
|nicole|
|marianne|
|tracy|
|jasmine|
|faiz|
|gisella|
|melanie|
|clair|
|amanda|
|sonam|
|jac|
|faye|
|yanti|
|aida|
|euniceHOLE|
|trey|


SUICIDAL THOUGHTS





THE DEADLY PAST

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LUSTS

| money |
| topshoptop |
| divecert |
| accessories |
| phone |
| heels |
| macnotebook |
| cybershot |
| guesshandbag |
| fcuktop |
| fendispecs |
| pumps |
| edhardyshirt |
| coachwristlet |
| mangoshorts |
| dioreyepalette |
| guesswatch |
| crumplerlaptopcover |
| jeans |
| onepiece |
| handbag |


LOVE OF MY LIFE


i miss kc


besties <3


godsisters (:


some kinda magic


my babyy


my laughing gas


sexaye!


BFF <3


it's ladies night


sch's fun with them around


my leading ladies (:


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Thursday, December 27, 2007

8:02 AM

looking back this year has seriously been that of a major roller coaster ride.i must say there were many ups and many downs.but i so would not have changed any of it.the year started off with a huge bang.me coming back from london and stuff.the day when i first received my o level results i can still recall myself jumping around like a total major retard.with everyone staring at me like i was from mars or something.to my school posting,the many nights drunk and what not.not to mention that first sexy insight which i had.yeapp indeed.that opened me up to so many new things which i had always wanted to do and because of that i made a huge number of friends too.next big milestone was that of school.a whole new environment.probably the first time in very long that my best friends were for once not by my side to make me feel so called at ease you can say?i still remember the first time i stepped into temasek poly cmm i was like WTF.everyone was so different from what i had initially expected.but as times when by things got cool and now im completely loving it.how can i ever forget those "people" that walked through my life and made me wish i never got associated with them.the downturns,the tears and the curses.whatever.ok if i were to blab on this post would be wayyyyy too long.but seriously come to think of it.it only seemed like yesterday when i just touched down waiting to start afresh.2007 somehow flashed past faster than i had expected.even way much faster than 2006 if i can recall.geeeesh why do we only have 24hrs in a day.owells now all i hope for is that 2008 would be even much better.yes i can already feel it in me.
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Wednesday, December 26, 2007

9:05 AM

boxing day.met up with my leading ladies minus thrishna as that girl is currently christmasing in manila.never had this much senseless fun in such a LONGGG while.christmas was good.spent the eve at new asia bar which followed with the countdown.talk about going vip that night.aaron and i.owells.im highly bloated from all the beer/champagne/wine/vodka and what not that i had this week.i need to go on some kinda ban soon.but wait.that can only happen after drink drank drunk.hahaha
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Friday, December 21, 2007

7:32 AM

i am so broke i am so broke i am so highly beyond broke.hahahah.this year's christmas shopping's good.seriously i havent spent like such in such a long time.so yea in case yr wondering why i havent been out drinking much lately.now you know why.i cant believe it,last year everyone was in singapore while i was out overseas.now this year most of my friends have abandoned me!and yes im left here in singapore.owells cest la vie.cant wait for this year's christmas eve party.it's going to be fun fun fun.somehow time seems to fly by so fast this year.it only seems like last week that i just came back from london actually.damn i have not even embraced 2007 yet and it'll soon be gone!whatthehell!!!i hope 2008 will be much better.somehow.yes i can feel it within me already.yeeeehaaaa.

i lost my vintage singapore monopoly set.cry for me people booooo!!!
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Monday, December 17, 2007

7:53 AM

why why why why why do i always end up in this mess.why do i always get myself into this kinda shit.why dont i ever learn my mistake.why am i always such a total sucker for such.why do i always fall for the mummy's boy.why do i always seem to get stepped over.why did i fucking let my guard down.fuck what did i ever see in him.fuck.why?!?sometimes i wonder why am i this reserved when it comes to such.now i know why.i dont wanna get hurt.i dont wanna feel let down and i dont wanna feel out of control of situations.just when i thought everything was going nice and fine something would always come up and hit me straight flat.somehow i knew something like this would happen.despite me giving chances time and time again.maybe playing little miss nice is just never that good.fuck why must such always happen to meee!!

your such a let-down
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

11:35 PM

the exams are finally over.thank goodness for it.now i finally feel that festive christmas cheer.ooolala.like my friend was asking me a few days ago.when will we finally be sober?that i really do not know.owells exams turned out not too bad.so all i can do now is wait and so hope that i can get my As.last night was awesome.Hooters,Arena,Mos talk about ooolala.and the best free flow of lychee martinis all night.caught up with quite a number of people which was quite good and made a few new ones.though i must say im still pretty slumped that jon,cheryl,suzanne and sean needed to leave early.owells.cell group retreat later ok actually it starts at 1 but im going late.lets just hope that alls fun.crap why am i so not looking forward to tomorrow.why why why.anyway clarke quay with dennis boy this saturday.i bet it'll be fun especially with that dare and trolley throwing shit.ooo and i saw hemal last night (: (: (:
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Saturday, December 08, 2007

6:41 AM

Customs officers smash major cigarette smuggling syndicate
By Chio Su-Mei, Channel NewsAsia | Posted: 08 December 2007 0329 hrs

SINGAPORE : Singapore Customs officers have smashed a major anti-smuggling operation.

Three Singaporeans and four Chinese nationals have been arrested.

Officers also seized 54,390 packets of cigarettes worth about S$500,000. The duty and GST on the haul was $417,000.

The latest ploy used was concealing contraband cigarettes in the underside of wooden table tops.

Officers staked out at a warehouse in Tuas on Thursday yesterday. They followed a lorry which left the compound to a location near Gul Circle.

There, it was joined by a van. The drivers of the two vehicles then began to transfer boxes from the lorry to the van.

That was when the officers moved in and arrested the drivers.

Meanwhile, another team raided the warehouse and arrested four men who were in the midst of retrieving the cigarettes from the table tops.

Follow-up investigations eventually led to the arrest of another man who is believed to have helped load the boxes into the lorry.

Anyone with information on smuggling activities or evasion of customs duties can contact the Singapore Customs Intelligence Hotline at 1800-233 0000, or email customs_intelligence@customs.gov.sg. - CNA /ls

With stories like these,has anyone ever wondered where do all these contraband cigarettes end up in the end?wouldnt it be super damaging to the environment if they were burnt,killer of all the landfills if they were thrown away?i had always wondered does the Singapore Customs have like this HUGE ASS warehouse which is just stock full with cigarettes?or are they actually smoked away?now that's a food for thought.
damn whoever smoked all those sticks is so going to die soon man.SERIOUSLY
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Thursday, December 06, 2007

2:02 AM

ive always wondered why do people who i am so not close to always assume that i am in fact close to them.it gets fucking annoying,using my laptop withuot asking,telling me extremely unnecessary stuff,bitching to me about MY friends and taking my things without asking.fuck hello i dont let you do such because FYI there are things inside which i fucking dont want you to see.so please stop all those nonsense like seriously.sometimes i swear i really do just feel like telling them straight in the face to LEAVE ME ALONE.talk about the mother effing man.o and did i ever mention the freeloading of cigarettes part?!yea to me cigs you take one or two occasionally im cool with that but EVERYTIME?!?annoying.if i like you and im cool with you sure take as much as you want but if not please fucking dont try to be so cheap.dirt cheap in fact.fuck ok im just so irritable lately and even though i once swore i wont use such words in my blog ever again but srsly people.ok those certain ones please fucking leave me alone!!!

(this post only directs to a certain handfew so for the rest, sorry you had to read this)
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Tuesday, December 04, 2007

1:51 AM

school's been a complete bitch.i feel exhausted and oblivious to the various things around me.exams starts in two flipping days and the best part is that i have yet to start on anything.what luck can it be that my special occasion speech and my sociology test is on the same day.back to back.tough luck aint it.gosh the count down to the 12th has officially started.after that it'll be parties booze and loads of shalalas.i cant believe it zoukout's this saturday and im not going!boooo.owells at least there are house parties coming up that are going to make up for it.anyway i had the funniest and wierdest chat with khye just not.talk about in your face buttcheeks.now that is what i call HAHAHA funny (:
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;